Cuzzins

This does seem to be a continual problem leaching off energy I could better use for the prison break. It was the casual parting shot how is Des when sending an email to basically a family friend letting him know what they intend to do with my money. The irritation is simple. They are waiting for me to die. I am waiting for them to die. They don't talk to me directly as they have no interest in me aside from my death when they get my money. Beyond that they are lying thieves. So unfortunately it would seem I cannot divert all energy to the gaol break. But that's the beauty of magick. I know Stevie will be saying but it doesn't work while at the same time being highly superstitious. Lucky for him he hasn't stolen my money this time. Though there was that carriage clock oh but I am sure you can bring up something from the past too eh stevie.

So Xmas with a Tibetan monastery ostensibly to take the secret initiation of red tara but basically it keeps me out of trouble for 28 days. 40USD for the visa and 500 euro for the VIN facilitation fees. Just have to book return flights and I might learn something if only how to spend time in silence. And if they teach tibetan magick well it doesn't look that hard.

That way dispose of the cousins magickally allowing me peace enough to continue with the plans for freedom. And if we don't get along. Well we can work that stuff out later. First as Ollie-san pointed out the priority paramount is please do not die, then we get her freedom, then we can worry about the more neurotic stuff.

Oh and yeah whatever they are claiming they will send I can save. God knows what they are doing with the rest of my money they are talking of Bonds. I am guessing 2% fixed. At least they can't lose the capital but if all they want is the capital then it really was their idiocy the first time around. Oh yes just have to curse them dead. I think honesty has a virtue. I do so despise the two faced bastards. Perhaps I could wound one with sores but one has to be so very careful of the karmic backwash which is why we do the Tibetan course first. So tell them they are safe till Xmas eh Stevie.